On Humanness

It seems that no matter which road I decide to take, I am always amazed that my plans really are NOT God’s plans.

I like to call last year “The Year of My Humanness.” No, it is not that I have failed to realize that I am one of God’s creations before last year. It is more that how frail and feeble and weak I am was made more apparent to my perfectionist, slightly OCD brain.

Last year was rough, friends. My pregnancy was so overwhelming, such a flat-on-your-face reminder of how not in control I am. Everything seemed spinning towards chaos during that time and I wondered what in the world was going on. I had been every bit of the word confident with my previous pregnancies and had felt mostly great during each of them.

My husband also got a new job and we moved during last summer. As if packing and moving ourselves while pregnant in a Texas summer was not enough of a feat, the rental home we moved in to was in shambles. It was utterly filthy and smelled like dog and cat pee. It was gross, folks, and I hemmed and hawed quite a while about that. If it wasn’t for my mother-in-law who pulled out pills and trash from under the stove and cleaned cigarette tar off of cabinets and scrubbed floors, I don’t know what we would have done.

A Full Table was born and unfortunately I had to abandon it for a bit while I went through that last trimester. Hopefully it will be up and running again very soon.

I also experienced a heart-breaking situation last year that I never in my wildest dreams thought I would have to encounter. While I cannot discuss the details on this here bloggy blog, suffice it to say that it was a roller coaster of emotions that I care to never live through again.

Of course, I cannot end such a year in any other fashion than with a 7mm kidney stone needing to be surgically removed 2 days after I gave birth to my fifth child.

Yes.

Yet, there were absolutely wonderful, beautiful things that happen. Baby Wisdom Begun #5 was born at home in December.

 

 

Yeah. Pretty cute, huh?

Anyways. Back to my first sentence about roads and plans.

I am going to pick blogging back up here at Wisdom Begun. I cannot promise I’ll come up with witty stories and amazing wisdom every day. But I have missed writing and I have missed you, my friends.

I am so glad to be back.

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Oh, What Joyous News!

“Behold, children are a heritage from the LORD, the fruit of the womb is a reward.” -Psalm127:3

It is with the most intense excitement that I announce that my husband, children, and I are expecting baby #5. We are so grateful that our prayers have been answered and that another sweet blessing is being added to our family. I covet your prayers during the early stages of this new one’s life.

Photo credit: ugaldew

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"Be Anxious for Nothing . . ."

Around here, we do not celebrate the end of pregnancy lightly. Excitement always comes along somehow when a Russell baby is due to be born. – Oh, just to let you know right off the bat, baby girl is not here yet! -

My first child was born a month early. I had extremely painful back labor with her for hours and hours. It took me 6 weeks to teach her to nurse properly. Other things came along that we learned to handle. All in all, it was quite the way to start out parenthood!

My second daughter was born 3 week early. Her birth was fairly uneventful and she came at the perfect time, humanly speaking. My husband was a middle-school teacher at the time and she came the very day after Christmas break had started. Two whole weeks off for hubby without any unpaid leave having to come into the picture. Awesome.

Third child and things get more interesting. We were living in SC at the time and I was beyond stressed near the end of the pregnancy. Think big hurricane coming, children down with the stomach flu, and air conditioning not working properly the whole summer so it never got below 90 degrees in the house during the day. Yeah. Talk about swollen ankles!

The end of this pregnancy is very eerily similar to the last.

Children sick, check. Only this time it is a cold and not the stomach flu. Runny noses over vomiting is always better in my book.

Air conditioning on the fritz. Got that one covered. Really, who needs it? At least it works a bit and keeps the house pretty cool. For the most part. Until the evaporator coil completely dies. Sigh.

Big hurricane. Hey, looky here, we got that one covered! While “they” say that Gustav won’t directly hit here, I won’t believe it until it is gone. The storm is just way too close to me and my family for comfort. How much do “they” know, really, anyways?

Big huge sigh.

The Lord is extremely good to me. While I list these things that stressed me out to a point of daily tears last pregnancy, I have to look at my current pregnancy and give thanks! God has given me a peaceful, laid-back look at everything that is going on and I am able to go through these last days of big-baby-belly in complete contentment.

Let me tell you, from a total stress-bucket, this is definitely God’s hand. When my husband met me I always would dive off into the Sea of the Over-emotional State when anything would go wrong or just not my way. Life became a Vale of Tears – who first said that, anyway? – and I could not see beyond the next day how I was supposed to get over the next obstacle.

Now? I am floating along the end of pregnancy in a state of almost perpetual contentment. Wow. God is so very good to me. I am truly thankful.

I would like to end with the following Scripture.

Philippians 4:6 and 7 says

“Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.”

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Tackle It Tuesday – Lesson Planning

Tackle It Tuesday Meme

Hello, fellow tacklers! Not much is getting tackled around the Russell Household these days. I told this baby I would like her to stay put until at least the 22nd – pretty please! – and so any tackling on my part usually involves directing household affairs from the couch.

Today I will be in the midst of sitting on my duff and making sure all of the prep work for school work is done for Papa Russell while I am in the recovery mode after having baby girl. My midwife has given me strict instructions to do almost absolutely nothing for a week after the birth. My life will consist of getting waited on, sleeping when baby is sleeping, and just basically resting. I have a nice list of books I would like to get read.

Because Mama will be taking a short sabbatical from teaching, my husband has graciously offered to keep up the schoolwork with my three kiddos. In order to make his life easier I will be tackling the following today:

  • Making sure all things needing to be printed off are printed off
  • All manipulatives and supplies are bought and organized for mathematics
  • A loose lesson plan for the two weeks following Baby Russell’s grand entrance will be made and typed up
  • A few extra school books that need to be purchased will be bought

For more Tackles visit 5 Minutes for Mom (graciously hostessed by Carolyn!).

In His grace,
Kelly

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Because a pregnant woman has to have her fix . . .

 
I would like to thank the following people, places, entities, etc., for allowing this pregnant mama to fulfill a late-pregnancy craving:
  • Publix*
  • Mrs. Baird’s** 
  • My mother (for discovering the recipe in the first place)
  • And last, but not least, WikiHow.  Without this link, I may not have been able to indulge myself in this yummy sandwich goodness.  That jar of pimentos was quite stubborn.

Publix Pimento Cheese Spread
  • 1 1/2 lbs medium cheddar cheese, grated (I personally use sharp)
  • 2 cups Publix salad dressing (since I sadly live far from the nearest Publix, I make do with Miracle Whip)
  • 4 oz jar pimentos, minced, undrained
  • 1 tsp sugar (not necessarily needed if you use Miracle Whip)
  • 1/2 tsp salt
In a medium bowl, combine all ingredients and mix thoroughly.  Cover and refrigerate.  Serve well chilled between two slices of the bread of your choice.  Makes 5 cups.

*Publix is the best. grocery. story. ever.  Enough said.
** Mrs. Baird’s is “Texas Born, Texas Bread.”  Hehehe . . . .
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