It seems that no matter which road I decide to take, I am always amazed that my plans really are NOT God’s plans.
I like to call last year “The Year of My Humanness.” No, it is not that I have failed to realize that I am one of God’s creations before last year. It is more that how frail and feeble and weak I am was made more apparent to my perfectionist, slightly OCD brain.
Last year was rough, friends. My pregnancy was so overwhelming, such a flat-on-your-face reminder of how not in control I am. Everything seemed spinning towards chaos during that time and I wondered what in the world was going on. I had been every bit of the word confident with my previous pregnancies and had felt mostly great during each of them.
My husband also got a new job and we moved during last summer. As if packing and moving ourselves while pregnant in a Texas summer was not enough of a feat, the rental home we moved in to was in shambles. It was utterly filthy and smelled like dog and cat pee. It was gross, folks, and I hemmed and hawed quite a while about that. If it wasn’t for my mother-in-law who pulled out pills and trash from under the stove and cleaned cigarette tar off of cabinets and scrubbed floors, I don’t know what we would have done.
A Full Table was born and unfortunately I had to abandon it for a bit while I went through that last trimester. Hopefully it will be up and running again very soon.
I also experienced a heart-breaking situation last year that I never in my wildest dreams thought I would have to encounter. While I cannot discuss the details on this here bloggy blog, suffice it to say that it was a roller coaster of emotions that I care to never live through again.
Of course, I cannot end such a year in any other fashion than with a 7mm kidney stone needing to be surgically removed 2 days after I gave birth to my fifth child.
Yes.
Yet, there were absolutely wonderful, beautiful things that happen. Baby Wisdom Begun #5 was born at home in December.

Yeah. Pretty cute, huh?
Anyways. Back to my first sentence about roads and plans.
I am going to pick blogging back up here at Wisdom Begun. I cannot promise I’ll come up with witty stories and amazing wisdom every day. But I have missed writing and I have missed you, my friends.
I am so glad to be back.


